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 I was released 6 months ago after serving 10 years in prison for drug relate crimes.  I was once a drug addict and alcoholic and my life was totally out of control.  Around March of 2001,  the Lord gave me a new heart and has delivered me from all those destructive behaviors that once dominated my life.  Upon release from prison I immediately went to work, was married, and now have a child to be born in about 4 months.

In other words, God has restored my life.  I am 48 years old and my wife Debra, is 43.  The unusualness of this pregnancy is that doctors had told her all her life that it was impossible for her to get pregnant.  We had both accepted the fact that we would never know what it was like to have a child. However, the Lord had a different plan for us.  You see, Debra was also a former drug addict and alcoholic whom the Lord delivered 3 years ago.  Niether her nor I were ever responsible enough to have a child in our younger years. 

 TO THE POINT:  I have recently had a hernia operation and Debra is not able to work.  We have a moble home and medicare, however not earning a enough income for our bills is very stressing, not to mention the cost that we will soon have when our son is born.  I am a carpenter by trade, but there are few or no jobs available in this area.  I am willing to work or do what ever it takes to provide for the family and new life the Lord has given me.  I stumbled across this site and thought it could possibly be that the Lord would help us through someone who may read this.  If  anyone can help us out with a job, baby clothes (Male), or any other means we would be very thankful.

November, 24, 2006 was the worst day of our life. In that day our beloved son, Alesha; was prematurely taken from us. He was far and way the most important person in our life. 
In his 15 years Alesha had developed into a well rounded individual. He, as if knowing about the brief opportunity he would have at life, celebrated life with gusto. He was interested in amateur radio and computer programming; he enjoyed serious literature and played the guitar.   He even composed his own musical scores using his computer. They say the brightest stars burn the shortest; he was our star.
On November, 24, 2006, competing with friends at a school activity, Alesha died from a rare heart condition.

How to go on? 

Heaven forbid anybody outlive their children!
Over the next year Olga and I struggled to come to terms with our loss, we lived in a fog.  We just couldn’t believe he was gone.  Our unfamiliar world felt strange and empty like an unreal nightmare that never stopped.  Our world felt like it was like it had come to an end in every respect.
It took a year for our emotions to settle down and for us to consider how to move forward.

 We Want a Child!

We have been trying to have a child more than a year.  Although nothing can replace our beloved Alesha; giving live to a new child will again give purpose to our lives. Over the last year we have tried traditional fertility methods; when that didn’t work we even sought out assistance from licensed medical professionals; however our efforts have been in vain. A couple of months ago doctors introduced us to the idea of IVF (in-vitro fertilization) procedure. Unfortunately, despite the fact that both my wife and myself work professional jobs, the cost of such program is unattainable for us. We are not in a position to take a loan, due to our current mortgage. For the past year all backlogs went away on doctors and medications. Government program of support of people, needing genesial technologies, is not working for us, due to our age...
 

Will we really have to give up on our dream? Will money really become an insurmountable obstacle to us giving a new child life?  We thought; maybe, will there are people who would be willing to help us? Then we decided to develop this page.

Due to our ages the probability of success on one attempt is low.  Our physicians recommended a series of procedures that will cost around 10,000 dollars. I have already taken out loans to a total of $4000.  Although we are willing to contribute every cent available to us we are not capable of putting together the entire sum. 

If you have any information on international grant programs or aid programs we would be grateful.

Thank you for your prayers and assistance. 

God Bless You
 

One question, are You sure your going to Heaven?

What your about to read is the only way to Heaven no matter what you think, belief , no matter what religion You have. 

  You see we are all sinners, and everyone deserves the punishment of eternal death. There is no way in working for your salvation. For God is Holy, and nothing dirty unholy can be by Him. For the reason of being sinners God made a way for You to go to Heaven . He came as human flesh as a men. And His name is Jesus Christ He died on the cross carrying all the sins of the world, for He could only coulded done this for us. no other human coulded die for are sins because we are all sinners. And Jesus Christ is 100% Holy, and sinless. Thats why He came to this earth to die for You. He carry all of your sin in the cross, and He made Holy whoever believes in Him who ever declares that Jesus Christ is God, and accepts Him as Savior , and Lord of there life is save, and He now Has eternal life with Holy God. Who ever wants to ignore this truth, He or She is only fooling Him self or Her self. Some people just want to live however they want, and thats the path to etrnal seperation from God, called hell where there is eternal sufferment, and torment. If you wnat to ignore this truth is like saying to a 30 foot wave stop stop, its not going to happen. The judgment of God , and Jesus coming is  imminent meaning that nothing is going to stop it from happening. Jesus loves You can you see now? now the choice is up to you

Me and my boyfriend have just left everything behind in NY to start a new life in Florida. We left behind his house, which is going into foreclosure in hopes of having an easier time paying a small rent. Things havent been going well. I'm falling behind on my student loans, and his job is refusing to send him his last months paychecks. We need some quick help before we get kicked out of our apartment. I have some job interviews lined up and money should be coming in within the next month but I'm worried that by then it could be too late. I'm not sure what we're going to do and the stress of it all is really getting to me. If by any chance you read this and are able to help us, then thank you so much. If need be,  I should be able to agree to some sort of pay back setup. I don't need a ton of money, just enough to keep us from going under again.

Hello I am 25yrs of age and own a house with my wife. I work a easy job in maintenance . Before that I was a welder/fab for about 6yrs. And enjoyed that, but a year ago I decided that I want more out of my life then just to have a job I wanted to do something that I liked to do for a living. I wanted to learn how to fly. I think a lot of people do, But I never really took the chance to do it. Until last march when I woke up one day and said, I need more then this, I took flying lessons and just this past November I got Privet pilots certificate. After that all I wanted to do is fly for a living, I needed other certificates, but where I took my lessons at didn’t really have any type of student aid . I got my loan from Salliemae, and when I went back to get my second one they would only cover so much. I could have took a bank loan but I would not be able to go to work full time and school and have another mouthy payment. There is a lot of endorsements that I need if I want to make a career out of it, instrument rating, CFI, CFII, commercial, and multi engine. You need about 1200 to 1300 hundred hours just to even be considered to work at most places. I would get around 400hrs just in that training alone and pick up the rest instructing that’s where the CFI and CFII come in at. This is something I have the drive to complete, But right now my wife is going to school for a PA, and she has a few more tears left. After that even though she will have real good career ahead of her we will still have a some amount of student loans to pay along with mine. Continuing a person’s education hard to do when money is a big part of it. I just want to better my self. I am not looking to be rich or to find some one to pay my bills my whole life, just a hand up in life. I do all the hard work, not afraid of that.
Thanks for taken a moment of your time.

Please help my family
Weve been burned out

while in a church revival one evening our home was burned up
we went home to nothing
all that we had was gone
food clothing shelter
we went to friends but no one could
help
we end up in shelters and on the streets
lost our jobs
went homeless and loss our children to CPS
we are looking for a help up
it could happen to anyone

please send donations to

L.Moss

1594 N E Street San Bernardino California 92405

Hello. I really don't know where to begin. I wasn't really sure if I should post anything on this site not because of need but because of the magnitude of my needs vs. everyone else's need. As I sat here for a minute I thought about how this site suppose to work. From there I made the decision to ask for help. I do need help! ........Let me tell you a story............. Six months ago I meet a gentleman who came into my club to work out. Before I spoke to him I watched him closely for a couple of days. There was something about this guy that I just could not figure out. He had a calmness about himself. Finally I went to speak to him and he introduced himself as a pastor of a church and he invited me to come and worship with him. Well, I told him, I work on Sundays but as soon as I a day off I'll come see you. I had no intention of going but I felt like that was appropriate. Two weeks went by and I happen to see him again. He asks me, Hey doc, I thought you were coming to see me. I looked him the eyes and told him again, I work on Sundays as soon as I get a day off I'll come see you. The pastor looked at me and said which changed my life, A MAN THAT DOESN'T HAVE TIME FOR HIS FAMILY AND HIS OWN SALVAITION IS NOT A MAN. When he told me that I immediately drop my head to the floor and checked myself. This was the Truth. I've considered myself a man but deep down there was always something missing. I didn't have God in my life. Well I went home that night and I told my wife that I meet this pastor and he told me that a man that does not have time for etc. She looked at me and said well maybe you need to go. Two weeks later I went and let me tell you. The message that I got that Sunday was for me just like the messages I've got every Sunday and Wednesday since I've joined the church. I've begin to create a new life print with God's help. I've asked God to allow me to be a leader. I now am a leader in my church. I've asked good to take certain things out of my life. Now I don't smoke. My wife now respects me in a new order. I've asked God to increase my income. Now I make double the money.

Well I guess you asked why I am here since I make double the money. Simple, I still have residue from my old life print that is still affecting my new life print. I was not making the money in the beginning and as a result I payday loans to help keep the lights on or provide food for the family or pay other bills. I don't know if any of you are familiar with payday loans but it is easy to get the loan but it is extremely hard to pay it off. As a result I owe about $5,000. So that is why I'm here. I would love to get back in the game or to be on level playing field again.

Back to my statement earlier about how this site works. This site is intended to lend a hand to those who need help. For it to work properly those that have been helped should help others who are in need. From there you will continue to receive blessings.

PS. My wife calls me a good brother now! 

i have four children and have lived in an abusive relationship for ten years.  i finally got the courage to leave but have no where to go.  i need some kind of low income apartment that would work with me in milton, fl.  he has been looking for me but a friend has hid me out. but i cant stay here forever. i have been here for a week and i feel like a burden i need my kids to have their own bed to sleep in.

Hi my name is Danielle i have a 3 year old son I am currentally trying to get out of a relationship that i have been in for 5 years. It is no longer working for us and my son sees us fighting all the time. I do not want this for him he deserves to be in a happy home where his parents are happy even if not together. I have been an at home mom for the past 3 years and just finished school to be a massage therapist i want to get a fresh start in life I want to own a home not rent for my sons sake and mine. i am just looking for a little help to get my life restarted in the right direction since the father isnt going to help me out very much

I.m a speciality contractor in concrete, stamping, staining, driveways, walkways, patios, garages, excavation, concrete repair, overlayments, colors, art work of concrete. New business started 7/05, I need help and advice as a women minority to help get my feet off the ground. I need equipment, shop with land, I'm home based for now and growing. I'm a grandmother of 5, was in nursing for 25 plus years and I changed my career for the better and my life. Moved from Missouri to Oregon, whole new life for me. Wanting to make a good business plan and get some grants to help me with my new career and suceed.